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call me onodera, i am the webmaster. i like to read manga, like oyasumi punpun and umibe no onnanoko. i am learning HTML and CSS for this website. i want to create a corner of the internet that belongs to me, where i can share things i'd otherwise can't. i'd say i have no interests, because i am unsure of what i like and don't like, hopefully this website helps me in self discovery. i try to remain positive but often do feel down, i'll document my journey here. this website will always be work in progress and probably won't have constant updates, but i'll try my best. please follow me, to keep updated with my website :>, im 18 btw.
Last Updated- 15/02/2026
I love the moon, like I love you, so far away and so perfect.
I have always wanted to work on this website or do something meaningful here but I never properly learn how to code to fully express what I want to be done here, for the mean time I think I will leave this website how it is, having a lot of text where anyone who tries to read my shit will find it illegible and difficult to follow along. I want to get more hobbies like I want to do journaling, but I have no experiences to write about. Maybe I could get into photography but I don't go out so what would I even take photos of? oh well. The desire to be able to do things that I possibley can't is what is the most frustrating, I want to do sports, I want to be able to have the freedom to express myself and find new interests and seek for oppertunities that will make my life better, but at the moment I cannot. I think the good mentality to have regarding this feeling is that it is just at the moment and things could change in the future, so I should live to see that future. It is most likely that this feeling will remain for the rest of my life and with the added freedom I do get by becoming older won't be enough, by the time it does become enough I will have gotten too old and won't desire the things I desire now.
I actually love umibe no onnanoko (a girl by the shore), it has to be my favourite manga of all time, and it is the only manga I have fully read. I might read it again. I don't care what others say about the sexually provocative panels, they add to the depth of the manga, and I think people who hate on the manga just don't see the bigger picture outside of those panels, the manga, to me atleast, feels so relatable from the emotional aspect of losing people and falling into toxic relationships or doing things that shouldn't be done to keep someone healthy. However, the character's relationship really does reflect the relationships of many, being based on desire and then when it suddenly ends, it feels like losing the entire world even if it was unhealthy. I will probably read the manga and do a review on it.
